A story in each of us

There is a story in each of us. 

It is a story that lives and survives.

It fills our hearts.

It may be suffering or it may be pain.

It may be a volcano or wind or rain!

Every time I see you I read yours.

I see your actions and what is behind your actions!

I see you smile and what pain is behind this fake smile!

I fear of talking to you.

You make the words block my throat so I suffocate.

You make the words freeze inside me so I die.

You depress me!

Your memories strike me with pain

Can you imagine?

Your vague thoughts fight me

And hit my brain!

What kind of life do you live?

What kind of feelings do you feel?

You made my wonders

Walk In real!

You made my tears

Wet my body from inside

You made my eyes

Keep opened so wide

Out of fear of losing you

And out of fear of being near!

You are a mystery
That lives in real!
In the painful lines of your story!

My heart beats

Confusion wets my skin

And love leaks from my heart to the outside

Covering my weak body

And touching my confused soul

While you are still drowning

Babe... Just look to the mountain

I am on the peak

I want you to know that

I am falling

To the lake of loving you!

Will I drown?

Or just be saved?

Will I be held?

Or just left?

Will I feel cold? Or feel warm?

Will I feel safe or face harm?

I will close my eyes

I will let myself FALL!

Nardine

8 july 2009